[ A few days after things return to (relative) normal, an envelope finds its way to Ava's door, containing a piece of pale blue card stock upon which has been written, in Amy's neat, looping hand: ]
Dear Ava,
I'm writing for a few reasons: to thank you, first, for your part in saving Rupert and myself; to thank you, second, for checking in on me, afterward; and to thank you, third, for being so honest. All three, I think, betray rare qualities, all of which I'm grateful for. And sure, maybe I've said some of this before, but it bears saying again. Thank you.
Yeah, that's damn right. Well done, parroting his goofy nonsense back to him.
And for the record, I don't care if you two have pillow fights and naked wrestle to whatever soundtrack, however loud, while I'm out. Just don't do anything weird in my room.
You're invited to Dean Winchester's funeral. Refreshments and a small catering spread will be provided afterward. Prepared remarks and stories are encouraged.
Words don't really measure up to much in light of what I did [ not what happened — though they were both under the influence, he was the one placed in a position of power at the auction ] so I thought I'd give you distance instead. As much as possible, indefinitely.
But that doesn't seem to be feasible for the next while, and that's something I can apologize for.
[the silence stretches into awkward. or maybe something interrupted her. the job, the obligations. impossible to tell, over the network, how hot her face gets. misguided embarrassment.
worse, for the fact she knows it is. easier to make it about something else.]
[ The silence soaks in, weighted. He thought it would be less burdensome on her to approach this over the network. Impossible to tell, but what right does he have to know or to even hope?
Her eventual reply wrenches him so suddenly out of himself, he doesn't even take time to mark himself undeserving of relief. ]
It's about positioning myself where I can get the most done.
✉️ delivery.
— @dean misfire
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Dean, is it? I'm only 'on his ass' because I've got half rights to the living space.
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Dean meant to send this to Chris, but the house's network had other ideas.
His words, not mine.
( unspoken as they are. )
For the record, I agree, you share space.
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And for the record, I don't care if you two have pillow fights and naked wrestle to whatever soundtrack, however loud, while I'm out. Just don't do anything weird in my room.
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Wasn't planning, asking, or needing to anything in your room, Ava. It's Ava, right? I can make a promise. No listening parties in your damn room.
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[fine. >8{]
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cw. brackets mention of suicial ideation
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@guevara
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was thinking about either making or taking you guys out for dinner.
@dean
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@tried_to_leave_me
What's happening out there?
[ Please don't be dead. ]
@likes_vans_better 1/2
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Stuck in the van. Scarlet Witch lightshow not doing ja▒█▓▓▒▒
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Doors and windows not budging from in here
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██▓ e▓▒▒▓▒▒▒█s powers work█ng?
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@PEACEMAKER
Where r u??
[guy who isn't involved. also guy who isn't worried that he hasn't seen her in a while]
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T▒▒nk the lockd▓█n is our fault. S▒rry.
@buran (for now), event, pre-escape
I'll be brief. It concerns recent events.
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What's going on?
[she doesn't think—well.
a lot has happened between then and now.]
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Words don't really measure up to much in light of what I did [ not what happened — though they were both under the influence, he was the one placed in a position of power at the auction ] so I thought I'd give you distance instead. As much as possible, indefinitely.
But that doesn't seem to be feasible for the next while, and that's something I can apologize for.
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worse, for the fact she knows it is. easier to make it about something else.]
This about Yelena's idea?
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Her eventual reply wrenches him so suddenly out of himself, he doesn't even take time to mark himself undeserving of relief. ]
It's about positioning myself where I can get the most done.
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@didnt_even_say_bye, lockdown, voice
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tw mass death
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cw sa allusion
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